Mirrors they never lie

Don't see myself inside

Why can't I get it right

I don't know

You're always watching me fall

Shadows they like my wall

Why do I feel so small

I don't know

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside

Now I know

I lost

I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't

I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

Oooh

I'm tired of being afraid

But lately I lost my faith

What is love without pain

It ain't home

You're watching me but I'm below

When I get caught I hope

It's that kind of blackout that will

Take me home

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside

Now I know

I lost

I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't

I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I know that I'm a mess

But I ain't tryna be the best

So whatever's coming next

I'd better pray

Never said I was an angel

I am damaged all the way

So whatever's coming next

I'd better pray

I lost

I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't

I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again