Leaves Me Wondering - Eleanor McEvoy

I sit and stare at you and wonder

How I'd feel

If you weren't here

I think you're scared of going under

So much more

Than you appear

It's not that I would be more capable than you would

I'd go on

That I know

I just wonder how my life would be without you

So do you I suppose

So do you I suppose

And it leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me

Wondering

Do I care

Common decency requires me

Not to act

On how I feel

Common sense conspires to warn me

To behave

In spite of me

So I impose on you the thoughts that lie within me

Be they mine

Be they yours

Trying to guess what you are thinking

When you're silent

But I can't be sure

No I can't be sure

And it leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me

Wondering

Do I care

Do I care

Are we so beyond repair

Or is everything okay

When I leave it up to you

You don't tell me either way

Do I care

Do I care

Are we so beyond repair

Do I care

Do I care

That your leaves me wondering if you love me

You leaves me wondering if I care

You leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering do you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And than leaves me wondering if I care

Not a abstruct to wonder

Dosn't ever drug you wonder

When you leave room to drug it

Don't think think about it

Don't a abstruct to wonder

Dosn't ever drug you wonder

When you leave room to drug it

Don't think think about it

It leaves me wondering if you love me

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me

And it leaves me wondering do I care